Cherine

Sometimes i really wish that i can rewind the time to Sec1. B'cause i know that my friends defiantly won't do this kind of things to me. Although i cannot do anything to stop her, but just hope that she won't go too over. Am i a fool or just soft-hearted ? idk. But i'm sensetive. This is not the first time but i know this won't be the last time either. Just hope you won't get into the same trap again. Maybe i was wrong or thinking too much. But i saw everything and i finally notice something which someone said it before and which is true. Where on earth can i find someone who understand me ? I just want a normal friend and lead a normal life:'( Is that so hard? i can swear that i never ever do this kind of things before to my any friend. B'cause i'm not that cruel and i'm not trying to say anything bad about anyone is just that I DON'T LIKE YOU! I can say that Friendship is the most impt thing than a relationship. If i can, i rather study hard proceed to NA. B'cause this time, staying back for 2years is much more better than experiencing Friendship problem. Thanks for everything you did i 'll always remember(: And i rather face the reality than losing a close friend.