1. What's up with you now? 2. Another one. 3. And another one.
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Thursday, August 26, 2010 @ 6:54 PM
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Cherine
During the bus journey, i've realised that i really don't like you im just lying to myself. Sister's thanks for waking me up from this unrealisticdream. So, i decided to ask for a break i don't care whether there's reputation or what goes around comes around to me anymore ! I just know that i shouldn't have lie to you and myself anymore. I don't feel happy when thinking of you like some other girls who think of their boyf or when their friend said about it. I'll always think of HIM and not YOU. I know it would never happen to be him but i can't control i dint want this to happen also but i really can't forget about him WHY?????? Thought that if i choose you i would happily forget about him and love you 100% but more than 70% is him how can it be why must be him!!!!!!!! IHATEHIM but i can just say it in my heart i don't. Im really vsorry len! I don't mean it and i don't treat you as my toy seriously but to others they may think this way... I don't want you to do any foolish thing just because of me or love or whatever because i dont worth it! One day you will realize it that im not the right girl for you. I really did a mistake a huge mistake. In the first place i shouldnt have go on a r/s and pull you down. Im hurt not because he hurt me is because i choose to continue loving him and now not only im being hurt you're another one .I really can't explain my feelings now pleasee im sorry but i really can't continue to stead with you in other words hurting you. Stop asking me and we shall end it here. Idk you will read this anot but i just want to say Thankyou for everything :'(
