CHERINE, 17 (: CollegeEast.
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I want to see you BADLY:(
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Sunday, August 8, 2010 @ 3:40 AM
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Cherine
Today, went out in the afternoon with Mum, Yiwei and his Mother. Went orchard for lunch first then to somerset. Wanted to see for purple tee for next friday. But otw to 313 went OG first. And Yiwei bought a plain purple tee and i havent found any-.- So decided to ask teacher first whether can have any printed words anot. Around 330 meet Yiyang at Serangoon station to fly kite(: Actually wanted to go swimming but then, Mum don't let. So, went to the interchange and asked the person there but they say there's no park near serangoon? I checked the website before can't be wrong mah then actually is i misunderstood. Is sengkang! HAHA. Went there till 7 and come back to Serangoon station train to Vivo. Had our dinner at Kopitiam. Craving for Curry chicken now adays:/ Walked around and went the sky garden and there's fireworks;D Otw to the bus stop, there's a SMILE statue outside Vivo and Yiyang decided to take a picture of me and the SMILE:D After taking, one of a tourist came to me and ask me to take a photo of him haha. Afterthat his friend also ask Yiyang to take for him after taking for them about 3times, they take with Yiyang and their own camera of both of us(laughs) They're so cute and friendly lahh! Then took 100 bus home. Just finished watching Oh su jung vs karl ep 14. Sleeping after blog finish B=)









Often, we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to..
Though that doesn’t mean that we’ve stopped loving them..
Or we’ve stopped to care..
Sometimes goodbye…is a painful way to say I love you..
But how can I forget you when your always on my mind?
How can I not want you when you’re all I want inside?
How can I let you go when I can’t see us apart?
How can I not love you when you control my heart?
The worst thing is holding on to someone who doesn’t want to be held on to..
Real tears are not those that fall from the eyes and cover the face…
But those that fall from the heart and cover the soul.
Sometimes I wish I had never never met you..
Because then I could go to bed at night…
Not knowing there was someone like you out there.
I don’t know what to do now that we’re apart; I don’t know how to live without the other half of my heart.
Maybe if I had just looked away that first day you came towards me everything would be different.
And my heart wouldn’t be breaking right now.
I always know looking back on the tears would make me laugh..
But I never know looking back on the laugh would make me cry.

A million words wouldn’t bring you back…I know because I’ve tried..
Neither would a million tears..I know I’ve cried..

They say that if you love someone you should let them go,
But they never say what to do when they don’t come back.
I don’t remember us but when I do…
It brings a smile to my lips and a tear to my eye.
I will never regret loving you… only believing you loved me too…
How can I love again…
When I can’t stop loving the one that hurt me so much?
My heart only fought for what it wanted.
Now my heart is having to fight to let you go.
Every moment I spend by your side, I feel a stab within my heart…
As I come to realize that the tears that fall from my eyes…
Are truly the blood from my broken heart…
Every morning I wish it were night again…
For it is only at night and in the depth of my dreams that I can feel you..
If you love something, let it go, if it comes back to you it was truly meant to be. They say “never regret the past because at one point everything was what you wanted” but what if what I wanted then makes me cry.

I thought I would die if I couldn’t have you.
Now that I know I can’t have you, death seems inferior.
I cried when I know I lost you, afraid I had lost it all.
Then I realized that losing you, didn’t have to mean I lost me.
Only love can break a heart; only love can mend it again.
How can I see what’s in front of me, when I’m blinded by tears..
Love can come and go, but your heart will remain in you forever…